If I am always the person who’s got everybody’s elses back, who’s got mine then? Why do people lean on me for help? Why do people use my shoulder to cry on? Then I ask myself, where is everyone, when I need help? Where is everyone when I need a shoulder to cry on?
There are days I don’t want to wake up. There are nights I cry myself to sleep. There are days I feel alone and scared. How come I feel I have no one there? Who’s there to save me when I am all alone? Who’s there to save me from myself?
Who’s there to be my Hero? Who’s there to comfort me? Where is my should to cry on?
“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
“It’s so lonely when you don’t even know yourself.”
“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.”
“Loneliness adds beauty to life. It puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better.”
Fear of love. It’s one powerful thing. We take chances in life when it comes to everything. Somehow love always is the one thing we are afraid of. What if it does not work? What if we are not meant to be? What if he breaks my heart? You will only know if you try. It all starts with a hello, and grows into texting, which leads into meeting, and the chances for love are huge, we just need to give it a try. Love is powerful, and works it’s magic like nothing else in this world.
We are often afraid to fall in love with a completely new person. Sometimes we feel insecure, because we have a good thing already in life, and taking chances with a completely new person, can be scary. But remember, it can be the best thing that happened to you! We need to let loose, and stop thinking what if this? What if that? and start acting. Start taking chances. It’s worth it. It pays of. You only live once and Life is too short, to let that one get away.
“I fear love. I fear that you will never love me, but what I fear even more, that I will never stop loving you. I fear that I will always ask myself “What if…””
Hellooo!! It’s the second half of the match, and it’s sooooo amazing that Real is finally in the lead. I hope it lasts until the end. Fingers crossed. It’s about time! Other fun news: – I am sick again! It’s the second time I think during a month, so I’m not on top right now, but still I had work today, and I worked like a Champion! Wish you a beautiful weekend. I will post more, I promise! I want to thank you, Readers as well <3. I am getting so many hits each day, and it just keeps growing, and growing. So Thank You for that! By the way; Take a look at this Pepsi Comercial, some of Barcelona’s team players did. Lovee it! **Kisses**
Some days ago I watched Titanic in 3D. What can I say? I am in LOVE with Titanic. There is no other movie that makes me laugh og cry, like Titanic. This is the one and only movie, I love. My favorite, and yes I have watched it way too many times, and many more I will. Every time I laugh at the same scene and every time I cry at the same scene. I always think a lot after. The sudden love between Jack and Rose, is something we all would love to feel one day. The passion, the excitment, the curiosity. The fact that she leaves a man who can provide her with everything, for a man who does not know where he will sleep the next day, is so amazing. Money doesn’t matter. At the end of the day all is nothing without love.
My favorite scene in the movie is, when Rose jumps back on Titanic, and runs to Jack. The way they look and kiss is breathtaking. “I jump, You Jump” that is what love should be about. I put myself in their shoes. I would have done the same thing. If I was about to die, or knew there was a chance I would not see my Love again, I’d rather spend our last hours together than save myself. What is life worth without the person you love? What is life without love?
Have you ever loved a Bad Boy? Have you ever felt the excitement of loving someone who does something to you, that not even you can put words on? Someone who makes you feel like you never felt. Someone you not only want to do good with, but also bad. Someone who makes you careless. Someone who makes you go out of your comfort zone. It seems like no matter how many men, women have in front of their eyes, we always find our way to that one Bad Boy in our life. Seems like every girl wants a bad boy, who only will be good to her. For some reason we have that one, that we always go back to. The reason for that nobody around us knows, including ourselves. Even if we know that there is someone better for us, we don’t want them. We are in love with the unkown. We are in love with being suprised by his actions. We apreciate one sweet word from our bad boy, more than a thousand from someone else. I guess we are all at the end of the day, fools in love.
It all leads up to this moment. The moment we say I do. The moment little girls dream of their whole life. The moment we look forward to. Mostly because of the excitment of who the one for us is going to be. Marriage is sacred. It’s the most Holy promise made between two souls. A promise to cherish from the day it’s made and until death do you apart. Unfortunately it’s not how it ends up most of the time.
I feel today it has become too normal to get a divorce. It has become too normal to walk away from everything. Sometimes we just need to look through old pictures and through videotapes, to realize that what we have is worth fighting for. We cannot quit that easy on the people that once gave us a reason to wake up in the morning. We cannot quit on people that once were the reason we were happy. Some things are worth fighting for. Don’t ever quit something you, never even tried to keep.
“A successful marriage requires falling in love many times, always with the same person. ” – Mignon McLaughlin
“I love being married. It’s so great to find one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life.” – Rita Rudner
Yesterday it was 20 years since the Bosnian War. I try not to think so much about this dark period of the Bosnian History, but I have no choice. Even if it has been 20 years since the war, the war has left emotional wounds, that I think never will go away nor heal. I among many others Bosnians, have lost so many. We have lost our fathers, our mothers, our brothers, our sisters, our neighbors and our friends. We still cry for all of them. To be exact we lost 102.000 human beings throughout these three years. About 40.000 Bosnian women were raped. 1,8 million escaped from Bosnia. 1,8 million human beings left their homes, their country, the rest of their family. Why? Because they had no other choice!
Yesterday in Sarajevo there were 11.541 chairs in the streets, as a reminder of all of them who died in Sarajevo. The chairs represent every woman, every man and every child that died in Sarajevo. Family and friends brought letters, toys, flowers and laid them in every chair. Yesterday Sarajevo was covered with rain. For me the rain represents all of our tears that we have cried. I am not going to go into the details of the war, because it is such a big and very hard topic to talk about. What I want with this post is:
I want to give my LOVE to all the Good people we lost. I want to give my LOVE to all of their families. I want to give my LOVE to all the husbands and wives that lost each other. I want to give my LOVE to all the children that grew up without their parents. I want to give my LOVE to all the parents who lost their children. I want to give my LOVE to all brothers and sisters, that were separated. I want to give my LOVE to all the women that were raped. I want to give my LOVE to all the soldiers that fought for Bosnia. I want to give my LOVE and STRENGTH to all of us that are still alive. Nothing anybody says, will make the pain go away, nor bring our loved-once back. I can’t say it will get better, because I would be lying myself and everyone around me. Nothing we say, or do will make it better. I believe in heaven, and I believe that one day we will be reunited with our family, all of them! I believe they are watching over us. The pain, the emptiness, the longing, will never go away, all that we can do is pray for them, and be reminded that even if we feel alone, they are looking down at us. I am positive we will meet again! This is a TRAGEDY that happened to us. Rest in Peace, may heaven be the Paradise that your deserve. May our prays show you our love. May our longing show you are not, and never will be forgotten. May our tears, tell you how much you mean to us, and how much we miss you.
Lately I have been reading so much about this in the media. To be honest with you, that this is even a topic, is sad enough. With that said I have to say something as well! For centuries women over the world have been wearing a veil. Some for religion and some for fashion. Never before has this been an issue, until now. I wonder why? Today mostly Muslim women wear a veil, or called a Hijab. Muslim women wear this so they can cover their body for others to see, expect their closest family and their husband. Is that a bad thing? Does it hurt me, you, your neighbor, or anyone else for that matter? No it does not.
When I saw this picture and what Roberto Maroni, had to say about this, I was SO proud. We want to accept people for who they are, and there are so many groups fighting for different human rights. Isn’t this a right? To be able to practice your religion, as the Great Holy Books want of us?
It looks like there always is going to be something. It used to be about the Jews, and then about equal rights for white and black people. Now we fight for the gay population so that they can have the same rights as straight. What about Muslim women, shouldn’t someone fight their battle? We tend to put things aside as long as it doesn’t concern us, but what if it did? It’s so sad to read about Islam, one of the biggest religions as such a negative thing, when people are not aware of how similar it is to for example Christianity. I do not mean about new testament, but I mean the first Bible. Jesus exists in Islam as well, Virgin Mary exists in Islam as well, Adam and Eve exist in Islam as well. We are all much more alike than we want to admit. The two biggest religions, Christianity and Islam, we should practice them, not spend time hating either.
*May we be able to live in a world one day, where we are not judged by our religion, by our believes, nor our looks. Amen to that!
Hellooo!! I am back! I took an early Easter vacation! Well, Not really. I woke up on Sunday with the worst cold ever! I am not fully recovered yet. I have been working a lot this week (even if I am sick) Because I do NOT like sitting at home, and not do anything. I keep myself busy all the time. I work a lot because I enjoy it, especially when I’m down, it makes me not think about it! I have some new posts coming up, probably tomorrow, until then, I wish you a Happy Easter!