If I am always the person who’s got everybody’s elses back, who’s got mine then? Why do people lean on me for help? Why do people use my shoulder to cry on? Then I ask myself, where is everyone, when I need help? Where is everyone when I need a shoulder to cry on?
There are days I don’t want to wake up. There are nights I cry myself to sleep. There are days I feel alone and scared. How come I feel I have no one there? Who’s there to save me when I am all alone? Who’s there to save me from myself?
Who’s there to be my Hero? Who’s there to comfort me? Where is my should to cry on?
“The most terrible poverty is loneliness, and the feeling of being unloved.”
“It’s so lonely when you don’t even know yourself.”
“Loneliness is about the scariest thing there is.”
“Loneliness adds beauty to life. It puts a special burn on sunsets and makes night air smell better.”
Fear of love. It’s one powerful thing. We take chances in life when it comes to everything. Somehow love always is the one thing we are afraid of. What if it does not work? What if we are not meant to be? What if he breaks my heart? You will only know if you try. It all starts with a hello, and grows into texting, which leads into meeting, and the chances for love are huge, we just need to give it a try. Love is powerful, and works it’s magic like nothing else in this world.
We are often afraid to fall in love with a completely new person. Sometimes we feel insecure, because we have a good thing already in life, and taking chances with a completely new person, can be scary. But remember, it can be the best thing that happened to you! We need to let loose, and stop thinking what if this? What if that? and start acting. Start taking chances. It’s worth it. It pays of. You only live once and Life is too short, to let that one get away.
“I fear love. I fear that you will never love me, but what I fear even more, that I will never stop loving you. I fear that I will always ask myself “What if…””